Sunday, January 31, 2010

My eyes opened this morning
to a light
that I hadn't seen
for a while.
Like an old friend
it placed its hand
on my shoulder
whispered "Good morning.
is going to be
a beautiful day.
And do you know why?"
And with a sigh-
I asked
a smirk playing upon my face
for I knew
it was you
that had brought me
to this place.
Hello Contentment.
Je suis heureuse
parce que ma femme
a ma couer <3

Thursday, January 28, 2010


When the moon is in the seventh house
And jupiter aligns with mars
The peace will guide the planets and love will steer the stars

This is the dawning of the age of aquarius
The age of aquarius
-"Aquarius" from Hair

Friday, January 22, 2010

They say
Only a fattass finds fulfillment
In the crevaces of a cookie;
In a piece of a pizza
And who am I
To disagree
with them, the self-righteous
all self-conscious, self-hating
condescending; never-ending
reminding me
that I’ll never be
good enough
smart enough
pretty enough
for anyone.
The message conflicts
and nothing sticks
but the fat
on my back
and with this whisper
I have the strength
To purge
The words
from my head
And expel these rolls
And assume the roles
My emaciated
No shame
No blame,
Nor pain
Nor sane-
insanity, the way to be
to express
The stress,
This mess.
I attest,
The best
of me
the bile
In my chest.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

This random artistic moment was spurred by 3 expresso shots, procrastination, and artistic inspiration. Thus, my friend Alex (unwittingly) posed as my artistic muse. Yes, I know its not that great, but I had fun doing it. Off to draw something else. Hope you guys are having a beautiful day =P

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Celebrity Crush of the Moment: Hari Kondabolu

Insightful? Check.
Cute? Check.
Representing the home town? Check.

I love this guy. <3

Saturday, January 16, 2010

This Life in Motion
This World in Laughter

Happy Birthday Tina <3

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

am almost sick of being the one
who must always apologize.
With these eyes
I see
the different personalities
and interpretations of things that be
present, past, future.
me, the person who claims you
and you claim to
enjoy me,
but in the context of
this complex luv
I wonder
what the hell
is this hell
I've wandered

Sunday, January 03, 2010


I'm sorry I've been away. There are just some things that I am trying to work on right now. My world is basically falling apart around me, and I'm trying to adjust, trying to pick up the pieces. I'm trying to find who I am. I need you here with me, but you're not. I need to be stronger. I don't know what I need. I love you. Don't be angry. Don't be hurt or sad. I am still here. I always will be. I'll talk to you tomorrow. I hope you read this.

Friday, January 01, 2010

My Paintings

New Years Resolutions:

-Find/keep peace of mind
-Be Happy
-Don't let other people's feelings disturb me
-Don't let other people's actions disturb me
-Be me; Be free
-Keep focused; don't let anyone deter me
-No negative thoughts
-Remember that I am beautiful no matter what I look like