Its strange how your eyes open wider and wider the older you get.
When you're young, you put up with a lot of things
because you don't want to be that loner girl who has no friends.

But I genuinely had a good time today.
We went to Con's house
and had a few shots of tequila
and played Rock Band
and Guitar Hero
and went to the Atlantic Mall.

I don't know much about Brooklyn.
I never really hung there.
I usually just stick to Queens or Manhattan
because I know where I'm going then
but today, I almost got lost
and instead of panicking, I decided to just let it go
and decided that if I get there, I get there.
And it was a beautiful feeling
of freedom and happiness
that lasted all night.

Happy Birthday to me.
<3