Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Celebrity Crush of the Moment: Hari Kondabolu


Insightful? Check.
Cute? Check.
Representing the home town? Check.

I love this guy. <3




Saturday, January 16, 2010






This Life in Motion
This World in Laughter


Happy Birthday Tina <3

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

I
am almost sick of being the one
who must always apologize.
With these eyes
I see
the different personalities
and interpretations of things that be
present, past, future.
Change
me, the person who claims you
and you claim to
enjoy me,
but in the context of
this complex luv
I wonder
what the hell
is this hell
I've wandered
into.

Sunday, January 03, 2010

Alex

I'm sorry I've been away. There are just some things that I am trying to work on right now. My world is basically falling apart around me, and I'm trying to adjust, trying to pick up the pieces. I'm trying to find who I am. I need you here with me, but you're not. I need to be stronger. I don't know what I need. I love you. Don't be angry. Don't be hurt or sad. I am still here. I always will be. I'll talk to you tomorrow. I hope you read this.

Friday, January 01, 2010

My Paintings


New Years Resolutions:

-Find/keep peace of mind
-Be Happy
-Don't let other people's feelings disturb me
-Don't let other people's actions disturb me
-Be me; Be free
-Keep focused; don't let anyone deter me
-No negative thoughts
-Remember that I am beautiful no matter what I look like

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Family

Is it Me, or is it you?
I don't know anymore.
You drive me insane.
You know my triggers
and abuse them willingly.
Do you really love me?
I wonder sometimes.
You know me better than anyone,
yet you tease me, taunt me, and make fun.
I swear sometimes it feels like everyone
is out to get me.
Paranoia? Possibly,
but my heart tells me
that the reality
is exactly
as I perceive it to be.